Hi Besties!

My dear Tiu & Gamilio, 

I may be couldn't say this directly to you. But I really wanna pour some voices in my head because it's a little too loud right now that I cant seem to grasp the air. 

I sometimes wonder how would our life be if we were all in different boat than right now? What if we ride in a luxury cruise, enjoying the blue sky rather than locking ourselves in our own room feeling blue alone?

I wonder how beautiful life is when we can win our own battle. I wonder if our friendship can be as easy as other friendship on screen. Just. How easy. 

My dear,

Thank you for bearing with me in such a hurdle. For staying stargazing with me in midnight when others are racing on their morning.

Thank you for staying with me. Even when we both can't understand each other clearly. Even when we both can't understand what we really want.

Thank you for keeping me as a friend when other left me for being slow and not worthy enough.

Let's fight.

Let's rest.

Let's not giving up.

Let's face this confusion.

Together.

I cant tell how precious it is to have you guys. Sayang Tiu, sayang Gamilio. 

- Jempita 💛